After over half a year writing on my notebook and not uploading my stuff, i’m gonna leave this blog and i’ll start up something in yahoo! blogs.

Really. This time I’ll write more, i promise.

And upload some of the Sniper’s comics, for C

anyway… the account is liz.cold@yahoo.com…

stop by pleeeease

(it’s just a starting point, i’ll finish it soon)

[TEARS!] - I’ve wiped them all away
[DREAMS!] - You’ve faded them so long ago
[FEARS!] - I never had
[FELT!] - like everything was said and done
[WORDS!] - I’ve losen all of them
[SONGS!] - You’ve taken them to break me down
[I!] - ‘m not you anymore
[I!] - won’t ever go back, no more lies!

.
I’ll carve my name into my eyes
I’ll take out everything but life
Please tear me down, don’t let me go
You might get hurt this time!
.

(freedom is something I never knew..)

Jailed like the crow, lost in the missing dream

Numbed with the Fate of the ones who fought

Cutting days into someone’s veins

And they can’t stop it – you can’t stop it!

Murdered by the agonies of other times

Prince of all emotions, reign of victims of the peace!

Lost conception of the word

You’ll try to change – But we won’t let you do it!!

That ghost must find a way back home

The seeds you planted in me are gone

Marked arms of your believes

Can’t you accept that this is what it is???

Bite my hopes til they are yourse

Take my memories and gulls

Try to find me – try to get me

I won’t ever be untainted again!!

Open your deceits to the black sun

Gatering the voices of the souls inside your head!

Keep the scars out of control

Cuz you cant feel us – you won’t feel this!

I’ll put the trigger, take you home

We’ll find a way to make you go

Killed the suicide inside you

Won’t you try to find revenge in us???

Try to bring me down to tears

Steal from me the things I love

You won’t find me – you won’t get me

I won’t ever be a slave again!

I’m sic of healing this scars
I’m all ripped out just by a few words..
this is stupid
you keep saying what they told us to say
even when you know what’s real
I think you coul do something, maybe,
but only if you wake up…

I’m sic of living this days
I’ve been filled with dirth just by a few words
This is wrong
They keep doing what they told us to do
even when you know how to save them
I think you could save them, maybe,
but only if you stand up…

I’ll have to wake you up
Make you stand up, scream and say
all what we know is true
Cause you know, they’ve taken all my voice
all my faith, my life, but you’re still there
Wake up! (x12)

cancion muy metaforica.. y muy slipknot jaja

The rage comes out
just to be by the side
of my broken promise
the dream runs away
all of my feelings know
i just want to be alone

the stars blow up
all what everyone said once
hidden between my thougths
all the words haunt me
I’ll never get to be someone
i’ll have to be no one

and I can’t stop this rain
I can’t fade this storm…

all the sounds decide to stop
they’ll finally try to run away with my dreams
Everyone says “go on”
they don’t know what’s like to be down here!

I will stop this rain!
- I will fade this storm!
I must do it for this soul
I won’t be the one
- who’s been left alone!
And this rage will fade the storm

Escrito el dia anterior al cumple de mi viejo, sobre la medianoche, y medio pasada de vuelta. Aclaracion: la expresion “six feet under” aca traducida como “dos metros abajo” es comunmente utilizada para referirse a estar muerto (los muertos se entierran “six feet under”).

Fearing whats coming
and trying to live
trying to think about anything…
but you just keep coming on and on to my head

I look at the sky
as I try to forgive
I can see your eyes in every star…
And I wish that this waves wash away all my fears

Cause I just wanna be
six feet under
I can’t live with all this hate
And I just wanna go
further than anyone
I must find some peace to live
.

Tomorrow this sorrow will be just a glimpse
But you’ll always prevail to my hate
You’ll try to confuse me and make me feel pain
and I’ll have to live one more day…
.

Thinking this slowly
I really don’t know
praying to no one for my soul
maybe it’s time for me to go away and let the world be

I close now my eyes
and I try to let go
but the memories don’t wanna leave
I should take the knife, open my eyes and see what’s like…

Cause I just wanna be
six feet under
I can’t live with all this hate
And I just wanna go
further than anyone
I must find some peace to live
.

But today all this sorrow it’s not just a glimpse
And I just can’t prevail my hate
Now you’ve tried to confuse me and you’ve made me feel pain
I don’t know if I’ll live this day…
.

I can’t do this, I hate you, I need to forgive you, I can’t live with all this pain; Now I need it, I want it but I just can’t do it, my fear will prevail to my hate!…

Cause I just wanna be
six feet under
I can’t live with all this hate
And I just wanna go
further than anyone
I must find some peace to live
————————TRADUCCION-”Vacío (dos metros abajo)”—————–
Temiendo lo que viene
e intentando vivir,
intentando pensar cualquier cosa…
pero vo seguis volviendo una y otra vez a mi cabeza

Miro al cielo
mientras intento perdonar
puedo ver tus ojos en cada estrella..
Y quisiera que estas olas se llevaran todos mis miedos

Porque yo solo quiero estar
dos metros abajo
no puedo vivir con todo este odio
y yo solo quiero ir
mas lejos que nadie
debo encontrar algo de paz para vivir
.

Mañana este vacío será solo un destello
Pero siempre prevaleceras ante mi odio
Intentaras confundirme y hacerme sentir dolor
y yo tendre que vivir otro dia mas…
.

pensandolo lentamente
realmente no se
rezando a nadie por mi alma…
talvez es hora de que me vaya y deje al mundo ser

Cierro ahora mis ojos
e intento dejarte ir
pero los recuerdos no se quieren ir…
deberia tomar el cuchillo, abrir mis ojos y ver como es

Porque yo solo quiero estar
dos metros abajo
no puedo vivir con todo este odio
y yo solo quiero ir
mas lejos que nadie
debo encontrar algo de paz para vivir
.

pero hoy este vacio no es solo un destello
y yo simplemente no puedo prevalecer a mi odio
Has tratado de confundirme y me has hecho sentir dolor
No se si vivire este dia…
.

No puedo hacer esto, te odio, necesito perdonarte, No puedo vivir con todo este dolor; Ahora lo necesito, lo quier, pero yo simplemente no puedo hacerlo, mi miedo prevalecera ante mi odio!…

Porque yo solo quiero estar
dos metros abajo
no puedo vivir con todo este odio
y yo solo quiero ir
mas lejos que nadie
debo encontrar algo de paz para vivir

Otro pedacito de cancion.. la original me llevo varias hojas xDD

You say I’m no one
and think I have no soul,
but, what if I’m just different?
I look back in time
just to find out what I wanted to be
I’m sure I’ll find out I’m something different

I used to trust, I used to try
I used to love and also cry
Now I know I’m just what I must be
I don’t really care about anything
but I really wanna be like everybody else
I know, I can’t, I’m too fucking weird
I have no friends, I have no foes,
I have no faith, I have no love,
I just have myself and this heartless soul

And even when I try to change
to meet some friends, to make some foes,
I just can’t, I’m to shy,
I hate too much
I really don’t want this anymore
I need some people by mi side
I must become in something else
I need some help
I need some rest
I am

me??

—————————-TRADUCCION-YO SOY YO?—————-

Decís que no soy nadie
y crees que no tengo alma,
pero, y si solo soy diferente?
Miro atrás en el tiempo
Solo para averiguar que quería ser
estoy segura que descubriré que soy algo diferente

Solía confiar, solía intentar
Solía amar y también llorar
Ahora se, soy lo que debo ser
No me importa mucho nada,
pero en serio quiero ser como cualquiera.
Ya sé, no puedo, soy demasiado rara,
No tengo amigos, no tengo enemigos,
No tengo fé, no tengo amor,
Solo me tengo a mi y a mi descorazonada alma

E incluso cuando intento cambiar
Conocer algunos amigos, hacer algunos enemigos,
Simplemente no puedo, soy muy tímida,
Odio demasiado

Realmente ya no quiero esto
Necesito algo de gente de mi lado
Debo convertirme en algo más
Necesito algo de ayuda
Necesito algo de descanso
Yo soy

yo??

Pedacito de una cancion, la original es larguísima!

Screaming,
tearing my soul down
why did you do this?
Why do you just smile like that
and go on?

Wondering
trying to see you
so disappointed
I just needed one more tear
to blow up

It’s time for me to get close to the life…
I’ts time for you to start to fear this sound!

when you see
when you understand
my fears, my screams, my nightmares
you will stop
just to run away with me
to the dark, to the shelter of the life

Crying
lost in the valley
now you can not,
no, you can not run away
from you

Running
trying to see me
asking forgiveness,
you just can’t turn all against
yourself

Now I should be trying to contain myself
Maybe you should try to get away!!

————————————Traducción—————————————
Gritando
desgarrando mi alma
porqué hiciste esto?
porqué simplemente sonreis así
y seguís?

Desvaneciendome
Intentando verte
tan decepcionado
solo necesitaba una lágrima mas
para estallar

Es hora de que me acerque a la vida..
es hora de que comiences a temerle a este sonido!

Cuando veas
cuando comprendas
mis miedos, mis gritos, mis pesadillas
pararas
solo para huir conmigo
a la oscuridad, al refugio de la vida

Llorando
perdido en el valle
ahora no podés,
no, no podés huir
de vos

Corriendo
intentando verme
pidiendo perdón
no podes simplemente poner todo
en tu contra

Ahora tendría que estar intentando contenerme..
tal vez vos deberías intentar irte!!

[I close my eyes, like every night..
..to dream about you 'til I wake up at your side]
this world is prettier than ever
His marks, his hate
All is there and even then this is beautiful
Even then, I’m sad
I can’t see you outta this world
But well, at least I can see you..
This life, this death, this reborn
this all has made me feel like a stranger
I’m not myself, I can’t stand this
I can’t stand one more day
one more second
I can’t stand anything withouth you
I need you to heal this scars
To learn how to wake up
To have a life again outta here
[cuz now, when I open my eyes..
..I'll find out that you aren't by my side]

—————————-TRADUCCION——————————————–
[cierro mis ojos ,como cada noche
para soñar con vos hasta despertar a tu lado]
Este mundo esta mas bello que nunca
sus marcas, su odio
todo está ahi pero aun asi es hermoso
Incluso asi, me siento triste
no te puedo ver fuera de este mundo
Pero bueno, al menos te puedo ver..
Esta vida, esta muerte, este renacer
todo esto me hizo sentir como una extraña
e incluso asi, aun no puedo soportar..
no puedo soportar un dia mas
un segundo mas
no puedo soportar nada sin vos
te necesito para curar estas cicatrices
para aprender como despertar
para tener una vida de nuevo fuera de aqui
[porque ahora, cuando abra mis ojos..
..descubrire que no estas aqui a mi lado]

Why do you wanna keep me quiet?
I wanna say what i’ve come to say
Breathe my peace, breathe my life
take my faith in you away
but my words will always chase you down

Why do you wanna keep me in the dark?
I wanna scream what i’ve come to say
Breathe my soul, breathe my hate
take my faith in me away
and my words will always haunt you down

I’ll always be there
just to make you remember
those days when you made me face my fears
withouth caring about my tears, my crying

Now it’s your turn
and now there’s no way back
you’ll be through what I’ve been
don’t try to survive…

—————————traducción-”MIS PALABRAS”——————————
por qué me queres mantener callada?
quiero decir lo que he venido a decir
respira mi paz, respira mi vida,
Llevate mi fé en vos
pero mis palabras siempre te perseguirán

por qué me querés mantener en la oscuridad?
Quiero gritar lo que he venido a decir
Respira mi alma, respira mi odio,
Llevate mi fe en mi misma
Pero mis palabras siempre te visitarán

Siempre estaré ahi
solo para recordarte
esos dias en los que me hiciste enfrentar mis miedos
sin importarte mis lágrimas, mi llorar

Ahora es tu turno
y ya no hay vuelta atrás
pasarás por lo que pasé
no intentes sobrevivir..